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Mybe deadth is closer to me now. Wednesday, February 15, 2012 | 0 growlist(s) Assalamualaikum There's nothing feeling can describe me now except for this feeling , SAD ! Yaa , aku sangad lah sedih ! Knape aku kna lalui smua niy sorang-2 ? Mybe ALLAH na uji aku sbb dea sayang kan aku , atau kerana dosa-2 aku ? Mybe both , tpi bukn aku tak bersyukur , just aku penat melalui ni semua . Selame ni , aku sabar jew ngn sikap-2 kaw . Tpi sekarang , aku takboleh thn lah , aku rase cm kaw dh taksuke aku . Kaw dh tak suke aku ke ? ;< Oh yaa , mybe you more confort with YOUR FRIENDS THERE . Okayyyy , i understand , you had been together for 4 years . Maybe i still the one of your bestfriends , but i'm not the SPECIAL anymore rite ? But , i treat you SPECIAL . I love you ! Aku taknak pon benci kan kaw weh . Please don't make to be like that . Sekarang , dh kurang kita hang same-2 , gelak-2 , gurau-2 cm dulu-2 kan . Yewlaa , smua dh busy ngn study masing-2 rite ? Lagipon , exam kitaa dh mkin hampir . Tuisyen pulakk dh mula sekarang --' Klau na tnggu free pon , mase cuti kan ? Haha . Aku miss sangad time kita hang same-2 , ramai-2 ngn friend laen . Cm dlu-2 tuw . Really miss that moment :') But , itu hanya kenangan lama yg manis ! Never forget that ! I want to share somethings sad about me . When i know that i'm s*** , i want you the second people to know about that . But you never asked me anything , although i had so many times tell you about what happen to me . Ofcourse lahh , aku kecik hati ! Aku sangad lah mngharap kaw tnye knape aku pergi SITU . Tpi kaw takpernah na tnye . Now , i know , all this while , you never , wanna care about me at all ! And its very clear now ! Ohmygod , what happen with the girl that i known before ? Is she dead ? Or she is hiding for me ? Haha . Dah lah weh , maybe aku bukan yg penting untuk kaw . Kita tengok je lah , ape kesudahannya nnti . Aku taknak lah gaduh-2 ngn kaw . Perit doe . Klau kaw teros buad aku saked hati , mybe lbih kerap aku akn menangis . Jangan tnye kenape aku berubah nnti T^T Aku kna kuat . Yeah . Aku seorang yg tabah :D This song is for ya ; Always my BFF cik R ;)) |
